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Hey,sup,im Joben aka emogeeek
I first saw light on 10021997
If you need a friend to talk to, add me at jobenyong@live.com
I think I did something wrong in my past life, because nobody loves me
Sometimes, I wonder what's wrong with me, I want to believe that it's the world and not me, but I just can't
I just can't
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friday, 28th may 2010
Friday, May 28, 2010 1:18 AM
WEDNESDAY after school, had the stupid monitor workshop, was completely boring and retarded, i wanted to join one of the inter-class games but fuck the school. stupid cunts. but whatever. the main point of this post is about discrimination. i know sometimes im guilty of it too but i apologise to those ive discriminated in the past. starting from today, i wont. why am i bringing this up, u may be wondering. on the bus today, i was on my way home. i saw a guy who was probably my age and was a little bit bigger than the rest of the people. the bus was crowded. he was big so he had to move when people were exiting the bus. the look of disgust in their faces disgusted me. the point im making is: it dosent matter what u look on the outside, as long as you are beautiful on the inside, thats what matter. regardless of your race, size or how you look, it doesent matter, God made us different so let's embrace it and not hate it. THURSDAY went to hort park for some cip shit. was ok but the weather was fucking terrible. then mr yeo went on about bullshit which i wont mention. anyways, after school had rugby training. to tell you the truth, i hate my some of my seniors from rugby, they are fucking noisy. FRIDAY today, i didnt do much, just slacked at home.lol thats it for now. TODAY'S POETRY Title: Beautiful When I first I saw your beautiful eyes, I couldn't help but get butterflies. When I first saw your beautiful smile, I prayed and hoped it would a long while. When I first heard your beautiful voice, I couldn't help but be happy and rejoice. When I first heard your beautiful laughter, I knew that you were one that I would look after. When I first tasted your beautiful lips, I imagined it's prom, dancing, my hands around your hips. When I first held your beautiful hands, I remembered the songs of your favourite bands. When I first smelled your fragrance, I knew that I could never keep my distance. When I first felt your beautiful touch, I knew that I would love you very much. you're what i've lived for and what i'll live for
tuesday,25th may 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 11:59 PM
hey, school was okok lah. after school had this star thing where we went to the science center. was pretty boring. took bus home with chao yu and gang.then slacked at home, used com, etc.thats about it.
TODAY'S POETRY: Title:I'll Try To Forget You The love I have for you burns like a thousand flames. But the thousand thoughts of you are driving me completely insane
I do my best to forget you I try and try and try. But when I do it, I can only cry and cry and cry.
Trying to forget you is pretty damned hard The only memento that you left is but a broken heart.
"Its not you, its me" that was what you said. I could not comprehend those words in my heart broken head.
I will try to forget you I think I'll never ever. I'll love you and I'll be here for you forever.emogeek Some men claimed to have seen angels, but I've seen you. And that's enough
monday, 24th may 2010
Monday, May 24, 2010 6:00 AM
sup,i was kind of moody in the morning, almost got into a fight with anis (kind of). i didnt sleep well last night, i had a lot on my mind. cant not wont, tell you. mr lam brought up some good points this morning, our future's not that far away. i dont want to be some guy who starts working so early in life. i want some direction. i guess ill start by working harder for academics. english was like damn slack, mrs aidil wasnt feeling well, so we had a reading period, chatted with ding bang and anis. im pretty sure mrs aidil heard us but she didnt say anything. lol, ill just skip until i found out that the rugby match was postponed so i guess im going to the science center tomorrow. after school had some monitor workshop thing, was pretty okay, theres another one on wednesday (groans). that was pretty much my boring day, hope the june holidays will be more awesome. TODAY'S POETRY: Title: If Ever You Need MeIf ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. I am here for you!
emogeek
i wondered what made my life imperfect, i realised that it's because you're not in it.
Welcome to my new blog
Sunday, May 23, 2010 7:54 AM
Hey, i made a new blog. Everything on my old blog is still there so if you want to read it, its there. Im going to start posting proper tomorrow. TODAY'S Poetry: Title: Six Silent TearsLast night before I went to bed Thoughts of you filled my head Though I have not cried this way in many years Onto my pillow fell six silent tears
The first was for your smile that I miss And your tender lips I long to kiss The second was for your angelic face And thoughts of your loving embrace
The third came as no suprise As I thought of your beautiful eyes The fourth came rolling Instead of my pillow, it should have been you I was holding
The fifth came for one reason alone I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown I really love and miss you my dear And there just fell the sixth silent tear.
emogeek
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